Letrozole cycle #2 outcome
I am on Cycle Day 29 12 DPO for cycle #2
I did end up getting positive OPKs and a very small temp spike.
Once again my BBT says I ovulated the day before my LH surge. So this confuses me! I just emailed my OB about it. I have a feeling she is going to refer me to a fertility specialist..... But I am hoping she knows! Or she will up my dosage for the letrozole.
I am testing negative for pregnancy and at this point it is very unlikely I will get a positive result later. It of course is possible, but most likely not :(
I am definitely feeling down. And really starting to worry! But alas my faith is in God and his plan is perfect for my life, and I will just keep strong in knowing that. No matter what his path is for my life I know its perfect even if I can't understand. Being in the state of not knowing or understanding is a bit difficult and has its moments of good and its moments of mourning my own dreams. I am starting to get sensitive to other people's pregnancies and their questions. I am defensive and offended and irritated. I am starting to regret being so open. But not really, I am an open book in every other aspect of my life..... but its getting hard. I find myself irritated with the questions and responses and their version of comfort. A bit of anger is creeping in. Not anger at God. I trust God. But anger that I don't understand. Maybe feeling sorry for myself? Either way its not a healthy emotion or 1 God would want me to have... So I am working on it by confessing and crying to God. He will hear me. He will comfort me and he will come through! In his own perfect way!
I did end up getting positive OPKs and a very small temp spike.
Once again my BBT says I ovulated the day before my LH surge. So this confuses me! I just emailed my OB about it. I have a feeling she is going to refer me to a fertility specialist..... But I am hoping she knows! Or she will up my dosage for the letrozole.
I am testing negative for pregnancy and at this point it is very unlikely I will get a positive result later. It of course is possible, but most likely not :(
I am definitely feeling down. And really starting to worry! But alas my faith is in God and his plan is perfect for my life, and I will just keep strong in knowing that. No matter what his path is for my life I know its perfect even if I can't understand. Being in the state of not knowing or understanding is a bit difficult and has its moments of good and its moments of mourning my own dreams. I am starting to get sensitive to other people's pregnancies and their questions. I am defensive and offended and irritated. I am starting to regret being so open. But not really, I am an open book in every other aspect of my life..... but its getting hard. I find myself irritated with the questions and responses and their version of comfort. A bit of anger is creeping in. Not anger at God. I trust God. But anger that I don't understand. Maybe feeling sorry for myself? Either way its not a healthy emotion or 1 God would want me to have... So I am working on it by confessing and crying to God. He will hear me. He will comfort me and he will come through! In his own perfect way!
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