17 weeks wellness check in

This blog luckily has no followers besides my sister, because it has been nothing but a big disappointment! I am at the tip top of my weight of all time again! (other than when I was 9months pregant with bryn) I am 17 weeks into this pregnancy cycle and I gained 20 lbs!!!! Not to mention the 20 pounds I gained before I got pregnant. I am not giving up completely I would like to believe I can turn this around! I want to report back in a month and tell you I have not gained anymore weight. I need to give up sugar. I have been bad with my "treats" this pregnancy! and I haven't stopped gaining since July every month I am up since JULY this is awful! Keto was great.... falling off the keto bandwagon has been VERY BAD. I think I am worse than when I just trying to be healthy starting almost 3 years ago. Heres some pics from a few weeks ago at least 5 lbs less than even now..... The behind shot just hurts. I was about 14 weeks preggo in these pics.